PSL: Naboo

[hisfathersimage]

Luke ignored Vader for the rest of the trip.

For a moment, he had almost forgotten who and what he was dealing with. A totally self centred, self absorbed creature of darkness, boiled in rage and suffering who wanted him to convert to his way of thinking and start up a second reign of terror and horror after killing Palpatine.

And in aid of doing that, they were going... to Naboo?

He wasn't really sure why they were on their way there. It was his mother's home world. It was Palpatine's home world. It was a paradise of water and greenery that had produced something so rotten and evil that the galaxy heaved to try and dislodge it from itself.

He stands in the cockpit's doorway, nursing his stump in his left hand and watching hyperspace, preparing for the shock of dropping back out again.

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[nouskaiananki]

The Hero Without Fear-

He could almost hear the holonet again.

-look a krayt in the eye and never even slow down.

The ruined husk of his heart groaned response, the heart dragon snapping its jaws.

He surrendered that life, that being, on his knees, a stupidly expensive grey and black carpet crushing into the knees of his spats.

"This isn't what I wanted my empire to be." Because he can feel the judgement.

[hisfathersimage]

And now the man who should have been his son is standing here, judging much like his should have been mother would.

"Then stop supporting it."

[nouskaiananki]

He couldn't stop, but he doesn't know how to put into words about it. He can't, because he's too far gone, has been for decades. Has given too much, has bled too much, has taken too much.

Then you are truly lost!

"It's too late for that. With Sidi-" he catches himself but barely, "-Palpatine at the helm there is nothing I can do."

[hisfathersimage]

"Banthashit."

He stares up at Vader's blank mask, the red lenses.

"It's only too late when you give up or die."

[nouskaiananki]

Vader hadn't been looking directly at Luke as they talked. Mostly he was looking out the viewscreen of the transport, but honestly he wasn't really watching out of it. Paying enough attention they wouldn't hit anything or have an issue, but

Even while conversing with Luke, his mind is elsewhere.

Enough so that Luke's curse draws him back, so that he looks over at Luke directly, chin tilting down just a little to make eye contact. And the light from Naboo catches his lenses enough for Luke see inside, the ruined scared skin around Vader's eyes, his irises appearing almost purple as the natural blue combined with with red.

"I did die. And revived to have nothing." Until now.

[hisfathersimage]

"So no one else gets anything either? You're still alive, you can choose to fight. You know how bad he is? Then fight back. What have you got to lose?"

He has nothing of any worth. Why not fight?

[nouskaiananki]

"What makes you so sure I haven't tried to kill him?"

The fact is, Luke has barely an understanding of how deeply evil Palpatine is.

[hisfathersimage]

"Fighting back doesn't have to be killing him."

There's a thousand ways to undermine, to resist, to spread dissent. The fact that Vader jumps straight to 'I didn't manage to kill him so I must accept whatever he says' sounds to Luke a lot like some of the slaves from home.

[nouskaiananki]

"He'll simply recover and make his point about his" disappointment," he pauses "quite clear." It probably is extremely familiar for a reason, even with all Vader's answer implies.

Still, he has his own small rebellions, ones he doesn't even consider explaining to Luke. Of all the Masters he's had over his life only one had gotten him this close to being completely subservient.

[hisfathersimage]

"Fighting back doesn't have to be actually fighting him."

That should have been obvious.

"I mean... keeping me is fighting back, isn't it?"

[nouskaiananki]

"Technically, I was ordered to kill, turn, or capture you." Which he had done. He is just ignoring the 'and bring him to me' part.

And ignoring all other contact as well.

"There are calculations to make. What is worth the price you will pay. What is not." He is quiet a moment, but there is clearly something he's wanting to say, the Force expectant around him.

[hisfathersimage]

"... I don't think capturing me was meant to include taking me to visit the family estate on Naboo and letting me have run of the place. Or following where the Force says to go next."

[nouskaiananki]

"The villa belongs to the government, but they love her enough to gift it to her." He breathes a moment. "They wanted to make her queen permanently, and gift the monarchy to her children.They wanted to tear their entire government, their near four thousand year traditions, for her."

He understood. He had done the same.

[hisfathersimage]

"I'm glad they didn't." He would've made a lousy ruler and inherited power was a sure step to total corruption. "I bet she would've refused."

[nouskaiananki]

"She did." He doubted Luke was so unsuited for it - it was mostly education and training. "You might not have even lived here now, she and Queen Organa had plans." While he isn't sure how he felt about that, he does still feel something like grief over the Organas. The death of people who love her diminished her memory - he doesn't want that.

"We didn't think he would start with something so. Important."

Although Jedha and Scarif had come before.

Three uses in a week. It disgusted him. Angered him.

[hisfathersimage]

"Was she close to the Organas of Alderaan?"

It's an odd thought, if they were close. That he might've grown up with Leia. Their mothers pregnant together, giving birth within a week of each other.

[nouskaiananki]

"Very. More Senator Organa than the Queen, but she was one of the few who knew Padmé was expecting. They were looking into adoption at that time, which they managed clearly. But it was common for him, Mon Mothma, a few others to come to our home for tea." And other things he suspects.

[hisfathersimage]

"There's less than a week between Leia and I." She was a little older, at least by birthday celebrations.

[nouskaiananki]

"I remember the adoption announcement." It hadn't seemed odd to him. Still doesn't: war creates orphans.

[hisfathersimage]

War creates a lot of orphans. "I'm still glad I had the family I had. I know you think I was cheated or something, but I don't feel that way."

[nouskaiananki]

"Any child who is forced to grow up on Tattooine is cheated."

He might have opinions.

They might be "we should have taken everyone not a Hutt or a Tusken Raider off that cursed place and used that as Death Star practice".

[hisfathersimage]

Luke has already said his piece. He was healthy, he was happy, he was loved.

"I saved another kid from the Pit of Carkoon."

[nouskaiananki]

"How?" A genuine interest.

"And how old were you?"

[hisfathersimage]

"We were swoop racing. He got too close, lost control. Had to work with some of the other boys to haul him free . I was about... eleven or twelve?"

[nouskaiananki]

"Did your aunt know what you were doing?" He can't reconcile what he knew of his stepbrother to imagine Luke was allowed to.

The man reeked of caution, which he probably learned shortly before they had met.